i retreat 

by myself at the back of my brain 

i cannot see 

what You're showing me through this pain 

i have found 

that i have found 

nothing for so long 



Chorus 

i don't understand 

i don't need to 

i know You've a plan 

You will see through 

it is in Your hands 

i believe You 



i say goodbye 

i leave my loved ones far behind 

i'm asking 

why is this is the story of my life 

i have found 

that i have found 

nothing for so long 



Chorus 



i was only wondering 

i've been trying to understand 

i know there is more 

so much more than i can see 



Chorus 2x