I tried to ignore it all

The weight brought me to a fall

All the guilt and the shame

It's us who are to blame



There was no excuse

For your life to abuse

Played the executioner

Guilty of legal murder



Thoughts of nothingness

Feelings of emptiness

Gray clouds hang over me

Images of what came to be



The pain I feel, I can't hide

It hurts to cover up, what's inside

I wish I could take it back

Seeing your eyes rool into the black



Who were we to decide your fate

Told you we loved but all was take



Mourning again, it's a loss

Shoul've done better whatever the cost

We let you down in the worst way

All of this is why I'm saddened today



In my world there's cause for alarm

When I watched you die in my arms

All of this is making my soul bleed

All I ask of you is will you forgive me