It burns my consciousness and I

This consumption

My thoughts scrambled into flashes

Those images of power

Of life, of death

Overloaded, shutdown

The absolute never



The absolute never



Security is opaque

I'll never grasp safety

Deviation

When will I finally learn?

Exposed I am weak, I am vulnerable

I crave this addiction

I crave the taste



I crave the taste



You were everything to me

But still, I question your existence in my life

Nothing holds true to me

Nothing is my world



I've cried, I've screamed as you killed me

I am the undead, the meaningless

Forced to compromise all of my values

A mannequin plastic and lifeless

Illusions cast into my pitted world

Was my life ever really mine to decide?

Or must I crawl in this searing heat

in this asylum you've always relied on?



I devour souls

Stay divine forget me existence

As for me I remain in solitude til judgement day



Fear me forever

Love is a tool to excavate the innocent

Leave and never look back

I'll be waiting foot steps away