suffering

 eye remember
 ... feeling the sting

 of childhood
 & injections

 holy bruises
 sweet infections

 soaked
 in
 a
 stew
 like drowning
 cockroaches

 whose only ..
 crime

 was the
 greed of
 inherent
 hunger

 u know where
 eye'm fragile

 u know how
 to kill

 ........kill

 all fall away
 all fall today

 PAIN!!
 pain.

 i can't keep
 this rage in me

 can't keep
 pretending

 can't be
 this emtee

 ...anymore


 i can
 make
 it go away

 ... make it go away