Can't you feel 

That I have changed my mind 



About my lure of death 

And suicide 



I've felt myself really ashamed 

Since the time 



I lost one of my best friends 

And my mind 



(I) Won't follow him! 



I think that I would not do some- 

Thing like that to the people 

Who protected me when I was younger 



But I can't really feel some hate 

My friend was so afraid 

That he has not realised 



The pain he would make me feel 

The pain he would make us feel 

The pain he would make them feel 



This wound that can't heal up 

This mouth that won't shut up 

Remembering us that he's gone 



He left this world behind 

To run away 

From depression 



But I can't really forgive