he said , things I couldn’t remember
4 days into December for the ghosts to enjoy 

he said , that I’d never be able 
to put my heart on the table for somebody to eat

he said to me “ you can’t escape or chase the boredom away “
while the chorus started dancing in a round

he said I had nothing to say, asked me are you frozen
are you even human, are you even real

I’ll be singing pleasure and pain, try everything I can
run inside all the names
is that what you meant

let me forever lie in bed, blessed by family and friends 
starting life at the end
is it even real

if I, ever cradle my belly
stepping into the fantasy, will I wanna go back

in time, to the infinite center
in the womb of my mother, is the chorus so loud ?

They said to me “you can’t escape one life into your name
To chase a path you won’t take, dancing in a round” 

I’ll be singing pleasure and pain, try everything I can  
Gods on chariots say, is it what you want?

Let me forever lie in bed, blessed by family and friends
Starting life at the end, maybe it’s okay.