Why can抰 I

just feel something besides

just some numbness?

No pain

no happiness inside

I can抰 feel at all

I can抰 seem to

grasp what抯 going on

without going into

some kind of trance

it抯 so bizarre

I can抰 feel at all

I can抰 see at all

No sign of emotion

nobody is listening to me no

no nervous reaction

Just another

blank expression for me

what抯 wrong with me?

Senses dull now

staring at the wall

it must be a defect

Going numb and 

I can抰 feel at all