There are things that I said I would never do

There are fears that I cannot believe have come true

For my soul is too sick and too little and too late

And my self I have grown to weary to hate



The more I stay in here

The more it's not so clear

The more I stay in here

The more I disappear

As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur



Is there somebody on top of me?

I don't know I don't know

Isn't anybody stopping me?

I don't know I don't know

Well I'm trying to hold my breath

I don't know I don't know

Just how far down can I go?

I don't know I don't know I don't know



As I lie here and stare

The fabric starts to tear

It's far beyond repair

And I don't really care

As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur