Standing at the edge of sanity

I've been here a couple of times

But I swore I was better, I was better



And it hurts, to keep inside

Feeling worse, cause I know I

Could be in control, if I let them know

Keep thinking that I'm finally waken

But I'm mistaken

Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement

Hands are shaking



Cause I hurt myself, myself again

Crying for help, for help again

Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure

I hurt myself, myself again, myself again



I know I'm my own worst enemy

I've got a double sided mind

But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time



I need to believe, these times don't make me weak

And I'm in control, my life's beautiful



My head and my heart's been aching

Feelings are fading

Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement

Hands are shaking



Cause I hurt myself, myself again

Crying for help, for help again

Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure

I hurt myself, myself again, myself again



Everything bad that's ever happened to me

It's playing to fast like a messed up movie

When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty

That's when I hurt myself, myself again



Cause I hurt myself, myself again

Crying for help, for help again

Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure

I hurt myself, myself again, myself again