This is not how i need to remember you

My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through

As I- wonder how i'm breathing

(when) My eyes have failed to find you with me

Well here i lay motionless standing still,

holding on to what i thought that was,

but you will leave me and lie until my

last breaths

hating how you've left me

Even if i could scream it'd only be half a sigh- of what i think of you

As I- fail to find you with me

Here i wait for your descent to the ground

Opportunity for hate, to write you out- of my heart and my last dreams,

To bury you pathetic and oridnary

Just like how you left me now

Hate how you left me now