i know that,
i have lost 
something- 
it changed me.
whats is it? 
that makes me
depressed? 
the same i`ll never be!

yes ,i`m getting stronger and that`s for sure 
i`ve lost the battle but i´ll win the war.
it doesn´t matter anyway

i started 
to inform 
myself and found their lies,
the more i
grow strong i
see things with my third eye...

i used to 
be carefree,
i enjoyed my happy (lucky ,funny,drugfull?-hehe) youth
i used to 
be on fire
i never thought about the truth!