just for a momennt
 for the wink of an eye
 just for a heartbeat it was alive
 just for an instant
 for the moment inbetween
 just for a second it was true

 keep looking for things to blame
 if it makes you content
 it?s something you will never tame
 or even understand what meant

 just for the sake of it
 I kept those secrets in my heart
 it would only hurt you if you knew
 this isn?t your century
 you don?t belong here at all
 I need my high to break the fall

 blame it on the energy
 and you can blame it on the need
 it?s not just a ?drug thing?
 frying the brain trying to stay sane

 it?s too much of a part of me
 this nondescript lethargy...

 blame it on........etc

 you can understand the energy
 you can understand the need
 it?s not just a ?drug thing?
 frying the brain trying to stay sane (x3