im sipping on my coffee
but i don’t like this view 
i’m ripping out these pages
of when i met you 

my heads so overcrowded 
your silence fills it too
i don’t know how to tell
that i miss you

i wondered so long
how would you come back
would u taste like i remember
with a touch i can’t forget 

how do you make space
when there is no room
how do you hold what 
how do you hold what hurts 
how do i move on 
when i’m aching too 
how do you hold what 
how do you hold what hurts 

my heart is so damn heavy 
i’m tryin to stand up straight 
this hurts too much carry 
will i find grace 

i wondered so long
how would you come back
would u taste like i remember
with a love i can’t forget 

how do you make space
when there is no room
how do you hold what hurts 
how do you hold what hurts 
how do i move on 
when i’m aching too 
how do you hold what hurts 
how do you hold what hurts 

does it look i remember
cuz i wanted to forget
from the pain i may have caused you 
to the ruins that i left 
tell me.