breathe inside denial into the ashes of our wasted time 

like an only child who's so convincing care never finds 

truth in these surroundings, 

the longest mass-conception of disgust 

faith in these corruptions, 

the furthest misdirection of our trust 

only when we feel it, ourselves, do we see what we could've seen 

only if we feel it, we rise above to all we could've been 



on any day like today, it might have mattered to me 

on any day like today, i would've cared to see 

it was only yesterday that it mattered to me 

it was only yesterday i would've cared to see