I washed the dishes poured out the old wine 
Called a new friend for the second time 
It`s not bad this brand new life 
It`s clean and it`s sharp like a brand new knife 
I pull up the covers and curl up tight 
Turn down the sound turn off the light 
Close my eyes and I quietly whisper 
Goodnight 
You`re not here you`re not even there 
Out of my heart out of my hair 
I can`t roll away with this missing piece 
You could only ever want what I could never ever be 
How can I be okay if I`m pulling away 
All the things that held together my life 
All I want tonight is to touch you and kiss you 
But I only wish you 
Goodnight