I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home

I walk in circles when there's no one around
Try to find my own direction
I test the water but it burns my hand
As I disfigure my reflection
I've been a good girl but you let me down

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home

I lie in silence and I just can't sleep
How I long for your affection
My eyes are tired and my body is weak
I can't handle this rejection
And I think it's mean how you let me down

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please, don't tell me that
What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation

I'll carry on proving everyone wrong
I will succeed

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please, don't tell me that
What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation