SOUVENIRS OF PAIN

I’m not surprised you’re leaving now not in a special way 
I suppose it’s the first time you’ve thought about the things I say 
about the times we fought oh I hated you 
when you slapped me in the face 

I’m not feeling sorry for the things I’ve said 
because it was you who misunderstood 
now you want to leave and I hope you find your love 
who’s going to be more special than me 

 you free your mind well exactly you scream it out 
and as usual you shut the door before I can give any response 
and now I’m not your love anymore 

too many words too many lies too many secrets we didn’t share 
too many hurts too many hates too many tears we didn’t spare 

while I was waiting you were running far from here 
while I was searching you was searching for another truth 
and you said you sacrificed yourself for me 
if that’s the truth I can not take any statements seriously from you 

I remember you said lovely words in the sky 
how they touched heavens soul and made the clouds cry 
and then we stood in the rain 
oh god all these souvenirs of pain 

©tekst: Peter Habets
muziek: Peter Habets