I’d like to know you better 
but there’s something in my mind 
that says I shouldn’t 
I would listen to my soul 
but however finding out that I couldn’t 
I would fight the devil down on his knees 
and cause him pain 
but all I have to give this time is doubt 
the doubt is in my soul 

It’s hard to put a finger on it 
to give it a name if it changes 
it’s hard to put a finger on it 
if it’s changes 

if I play with knives 
I would cut both hands to the bone 
well I filled the emptiness 
with the restless thoughts 
wipping up a storm 
my lord I wished I'd dug it 
because I find out my days 
are ending up in nights 

it’s hard to put a finger on it 
to give it a name if it changes 
it’s hard to put a finger on it if it changes 

everybody’s still laughing behind your back 
do you recognize this feeling 
do you realize you’re keeping 
yourself and all the others 
burning of desire trying to get up higher 

©tekst: Peter Habets
muziek: Peter Habets
www.matzko.com