What do I do to ignore what`s behind me? 
Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? 
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams 
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? 
Do I let it go and try to stand it? 
Or do I try to catch them red-handed? 
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness 
Or do I trust none and live in loneliness? 
Because sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men 
I make the right moves but I`m lost within 
I put on my daily facade but then 
I just end up getting hurt again 
By myself (myself) 
I ask why, but in my mind 
I find I can`t rely on myself 
I can`t hold on 
To what I want when I`m stretched so thin 
It`s all too much to take in 
I can`t hold on 
To anything watching everything spin 
With thoughts of failure sinking in 
If I 
Turn my back I`m defenseless 
And to give in to fate seems senseless 
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they`ll 
Take from me till everything is gone 
If I let them go I`ll be outdone 
But if I try to catch them I`ll be outrun 
If I`m killed by the questions like a cancer 
Then I`ll be buried in the silence of the answer 
(By myself) 
How do you think I`ve lost so much 
I`m so afraid I`m now out of touch 
How do you expect I will know what to do 
When all I know is what you tell me to 
Don`t you know 
I can`t tell you how to make it go 
No matter what I do how hard I try 
I can`t seem to convince myself why 
I`m stuck on the outside