standing here 
wasted half a year 
now struggling on my own 
my identity's unknown 
i take these pills to numb the pain 
the memory drives me insane 
and the sound of your voice 
still echo's in my head 
in my head
its to o hard to forget you 
i'm still living with pain
and i cant break free 
this ball and chain comes with your name 
i cant afford these dreams about you 
aspirations gone without you 
and im letting to is something i don't know so im forced 
to swallow this 
and accept that im selfish 
but despite what we've been through 
its still hard for me to chew 
think of all the nights 
we stayed up late 
just you and i 
like our first date 
the place and time has changed 
and i'm easily erased and replaced you mean so much to 
mean 
you're everywhere i look
your everywhere i go 
i'm still in love with you.