Lost and alone

I'm out of the stone

?? this process everyday

Nothings my own

The dreams that I've grown

I won't control and throw away



I need to make the decisions

I need to make it right

I need to lead the parade

Or this shit will fucking take my life



I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right

I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life



This curse is my own

It follows me home

Its like a child that wants to play

The thoughts in my brain

The subconscious pain

Makes me think why do I stay



I need to make the decision

I need make it right

I need to lead the parade

Or this shit will take my life



I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right

I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life



I want to kill the decisions

I want it to be right

I want to pass this test

And complete this tormented life



Happy, everything was wonderful

So happy, it's beautiful



I need to make the decision

I need to make it right

I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right

I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life

I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right

I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life



I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right

Everything is wonderful