Dear mom and dad this is one of your sons here I am I just want to say I'm sorry for everything well I am I'm writing down all the things I've done said or thought about all one by one maybe then you'll know what I've planned but for now I hope you understand cause this time I don't I thought I knew everything well I don't finding out that what's done is done and there's no use in blaming anyone else so just tell the truth and never hold back anything anymore there's so much to say but I know you know everything I know and this paper and pen are keeping me company