Happy hurts sometimes, oh

Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh

I've been getting better at slowly getting worse, oh

What's wrong with me when happy hurts?

Happy hurts



This on again/off again tempomental affection

For my darling depression is making me go mad

I hear there's a fine line a final line between crazy and sad

But I can't tell the difference up close

There's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosed

but i don't need a piece of paper to tell me what I already know



I'm not alright for tonight, can we let that be alright?

Pickup the battle again in the morning light



Fighting so hard to come out of the dark

Trying to turn of the night

Finally letting the light

Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history

A little less victim, a little more victory



Happy hurts sometimes, oh

blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh

I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh

what's wrong with me when happy hurts?

happy hurts



So today I feel OK

I guess it was all just in my head

I just needed to try harder I guess...

Yeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright

Yeah, I'm alright for tonight

Can we let the pain and the happy mix

Can the two coexist?

The beauty next to the mess

Because I swear I have them both already beating in my chest

If that makes me crazy the numbers don't lie but I don't call that crazy I call it being alive



Fighting so hard to come out of the dark

Trying to turn of the night

Finally letting the light

Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history

A little less victim, please...



Happy hurts sometimes, oh

blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh

I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh

what's wrong with me when happy hurts?

happy hurts



If i had to pick between the way that I am and the way that everybody seems to pretend I wouldn't consider it, not for anything, not for even a second between psycho and sanity

It's not even a question

My favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense, all the cracks in my skin they just let the light in

My favorite parts of myself make the least sense

All the cracks in my skin they let the light in



Happy hurts sometimes, oh

Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh

I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh

What's wrong with me when happy hurts?

Happy hurts

what's wrong with me when happy hurts?

Happy hurts

I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh

what's wrong with me when happy hurts?

Happy hurts