I will say this

9 out of 10 times when you trust yourself

the inevitable finds you back in the place

you've been begging to avoid

And when it all comes back to the identical conversations

as insignificant as yesterday's

you hope to realize that your first instinct is always the right one

it's better to run from a death knell than to fight one

This is always true

Ironic that the first to argue is always the one you're on about

ironic that you're always the last to trust your own plans

and even worse that you're unavoidably the object of your own guilt