For how long have I been waiting, 
sitting here & masturbating,
waiting for something to happen, 
but nothing fuckin' happened,
maybe never will happen, 
is this all life can give to me, 
pain heartache & misery, 
every time myphone rings I'm scared, 
"what bad news this time, man , who's fucking dead?", 

tried to change my ways of thingkin, 
just to keep my boat from sinking, 
quit drinking and stay off the drugs, 
but after three days said "this fuckin' sucks", 
got 26 fucked up years behind me, 
and some day that reaper-guy, he will find me, 
but before he gets me I wish, 
to see something more, 
something more than this, 

'cos I'm lost in the dark, 
with a spike through my heart, 
with nobody to love, 
you know I got nowhere to go, 

I'm lost in the dark, 
my life's shattered apart, 
yeah it stinks just like a fart, 
it's been fucked up from the start, 
from the very start.