Somewhere lost in selfish pity

Written deep inside my heart

Thriving unforgiven city

Bitter anger whole in part



Little promise unfulfilling

Snide remarks are left to die

Close your eyes it's all so chilling

Shameful secrets I love to hide



Slimy creatures

Monsters lurking

Dead flesh creeping

Inside me



Every breath becomes more painful

Living in the underground

You detest the part that lingers

Futures gone without a sound



My soul becomes a toxic waste dump

Tragedy is my despair

I'm standing here in desperation

I'm all alone and I don't care



My yesterday becomes tomorrow

Will this anguish ever end?

I've lived too long inside this darkness

I've got to force my knees to bend



It's bitterness that breeds misfortune

In my head it's nuclear war

Causing mass internal damage

Unforgiveness just breeds more



Chilling desolation

Exhausted soul and mind

Crossroads of my future

To live God's will not mine