Must have been some kind of masquerade 
The socializing, random heart strings played 
Disappearing in the hour of need 
Driving up and down a one way street 
You parasite 
I’m not going there again 
Some paths that I have crossed 
Quickly overgrown with tangled weeds 
Yes I have lost a few but nothing’s here to stay 

Slowly waste away 
Reveries at the back door 
Finish smoking 
Walking back inside 
Continue life 
Wondering what I’m doing it for 
Dragging on but tomorrow should be bright 

“How long can you dream?” 
Well, I’ve been doing this for years 
“They’re all recurring themes.” 
In my head sincere 

To walk away from what I didn’t need at all 
Now, an offering 
It took some time to realize that being free 
This new reality’s at the end of everything 

Strangers once again 
Should’ve been like this all along 
Then again, I never would have been where I am now 
Finally where I belong 
Rebuilt life as I always hoped it to be 

“You simply had to try” 
Do what I never did before 
“Without lifeline” 
Make amends and more 

I’ve never been here at all 
Unremarkably small 
The weight of the world on me 
It’s either move on or stay 
Where there’s nothing to gain 
Be who I want to be 

“For what it’s worth: it’s not too late 
To walk and change your fate 
You have watched from the sideline much too long” 

Not gonna answer for 
I’m learning more and more 
I’m right where I should be and growing 

At the end of all 
Offering the end of everything