There's a cruel change in the air, I'm suffocating and 
wanting to die
So selfish to say you'll feel abandoned, you're half 
the reason I left this behind
Too many steps in the wrong direction
Repeat, repeat, every day is the fucking same
Remain stagnant, remain content
Losing sight of the surface I need an escape
Try to hold me back 'cause you're scared, you're scared 
of what might happen without you
Construct a horror story of fiction, of nothingness 
that fades to black
The tide has turned so fast, what the fuck happened 
here?
I must rid myself of this dead weight, release the 
shackles there's no turning back
So many years, side by side, now all meaningless
Too many steps in the wrong direction
Repeat, repeat, everyday is the fucking same
Remain stagnant, remain content
Rising up to the surface I found my escape
We won't be here forever, I've got myself to worry 
about
Gazing in the right direction, raising my whisper to a 
shout
Try to stand in my way, then let the bloodshed begin
Don't drag me down with your sinking ship, I must rise 
above
So fucking much for thick as thieves, you're all dead 
to me