At anytime, and anywhere, I disappear
(No one I know can help me)
Leave me in misery
I had it all, thrown away, I made my grave
(my mind lives six feet under)
Let go so easily!

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I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me
So why are you so happy
I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me
Whatever makes you happy

All alone, a touch afraid, a renegade
(proof that I will not let go)
Feels like I might explode
I'm better off, beter off, on my own
(from this spot I can't fuck up)
Hide out so I survive

[chorus]

Why is everyone, so happy?
I am not well.
Why is everyone, so happy?
I'M NOT WELL/I'M NOT WELL
I AM NOT WELL

[chorus/outro]