The more I meditate, I hesitate to even show face

The more I hesitate, I contemplate my life is a waste

My spirit levitates to take a glance at truth of its grace

As my flesh emulates every act of disgrace

So deceptive in perception of its hunger and greed

Maliciously relentless to fulfill whatever it needs

Undisciplined, rebellious, no regard for righteousness

Ever since it tasted death, he desires nothing less

Too many nights I spent in tears, drowning in fear

I'm never making it, through all the time I spend faking it

My soul is proving capability and prone that when alone

Without the father's consecration flesh manipulates

Constantly, continual battles might end up being goes through

Why do I do the things I know I'm not supposed to 

Why don't I do the things that I know I should do

Who s to blame except me and me alone

I found my enemies home



(Chorus)

What could it inhibit a habit

the dark corners lurking 

demonic principalities when other evils working

you can't escape fate, allow what's in your heart to tailgate

you're your only cellmate to unlock what locked the jail gate

(2X)



Somewhere inside the crevice, I long to face the limits

The premise is death for execution of flesh

past no authority and so control the tree of life

I chose, taking shape of its mold

Indulge in fruit too, whatever you do, I do, we crew

Give it unto a city, evil, not for me, you you

Doom can't loom if I no longer give it room zoom a zoom

You're free to explode for miles with a loud boom

Perfect tightly I hold with no attention

To foe toe to toe and low to low, flow to flow I stand firm

Learn to discern, circumstances are changed

Do a dance with death, til my soul's last breath

When I'm at my hardest 

Can salvage my image tarnish 

What can make me whole again 

The blood of Jesus

Freed a deed

Down the slanted hill I ski high speed

Manage to get bandaged when I got tree

(chorus)



What lies in a man's soul…



I found that evil doesn't have a face, so let alone a place

It just lingers in the void over an open space

Searching out a victim 

To nuzzle up against, take under its wing, and habit, then reign supreme

Think it control, it slowly conquers a man's soul

Behold real TV, even real is when it takes its toll

Unfold, with those punches, you don't have to roll

Toss yourself at the cross, and escape the devil

More vibrant than the radiant redhead

W/ flashlights, the fingers, the illuminated words of Christ

Put that on ice for a spell, pray tell, how in the world do you excel in the glory of God, and then rebel

Letting death valley give you a fear falling down

It will only breed your fears when you allow it to hang around

So get down, hit knees where prayers don't cease

What's lurking probably shouldn't even be working