Been disconnected for so long 

And left my mark here along the way 

So many years have come and gone 

So many fears have remained the same 



I see a faith 

I swim and play 

Yet drowning all possibilities 

Beyond what I believe and know 

I cut the cord free of home again 



It turns to silence 

A silence sometimes I can hear 

Internal violence 

A struggle deep within what if 



What if I leave, could I still breathe 

What if I breathe, could I still be 

And if I leave, would I be me 



I lost my hope along the way 

I lost my hope along the way 



It turns to silence 

A silence sometimes I can hear 

Internal violence 

A struggle deep within what if 



What if I leave, could I still breathe 

What if I breathe, could I still be 

And if I leave, would I be me 



What if 

What if 

What if 



It turns to silence 

A silence sometimes I can hear 

Internal violence 

A demon deep within what if 



What if I leave, could I still breathe 

What if I breathe, could I still be 

And if I leave, would I be me 



What if 

What if 

What if