I know you've gone and you're gone for good

I took it better than I thought I would

I'm here lying awake and I have no memory

Every day I want to disappear

I want to be in a coma for the rest of the year

I want to watch my friends and embrace my enemies



All alone in the dead of night

Everybody looks so much older

I was afraid you'd got too far along

I can see you in the distance

Looking over your shoulder

And I could tell you were already gone



I turn around and another two years slip away

Have a dream about a ticking clock and,

Getting faster, and 

And I, when the day is dead

I think about what I would have said, hm-mm,

Am I going to get a chance to go back

Or am I turning the screw



I know you're in there, want to go it alone

You told me you me you could never go back home

I know it's hard to-n go 

When you don't want to look at me

You remember what you had before

Can you tell is it it anymore

Can you see that you are what you did not want to be



All alone in the din up ahead

Everybody looks so much older...