All inhibitions gone & on display

All innocence has gone & flown away

A winner now when that time there was none

To reinterpret all that's redundant

To be true to all my illusions

As for contentment all that's behind me

A loser now when I thought that I had won

No pearls now, none to speak of

To think of the past seems so uncool

I reconsidered fell into my swimming pool

I fled