it all started with a dream

two months like eternity

and in spite of all the problems

it was the best time of my life



we had promised ourselves

that trust and friendship last forever

but these two tiny things

have already been too much



the second dream came way too soon

promising an early end

but there was a second part

maybe a chance for a new start



the first part is now fulfilled

there wasn't anything I could do

now I just do what I can

to fulfill the second one



no more trust, I was betrayed

by a friend I thought I knew

I have lost so much more

don't know what to do

and that single thought evoked

a pained look behind closed eyes

and I'll always wonder why

my best friend would tell me lies