I blame you for how I am

Or else I wouldn't understand

All I know is survival all is hell

Bottom of the hole through which I fell



Answer the question to end them all

Why did the doctor make this house call

Every day sun sets no sunrise

Lines of rage around my eyes



I can't stand up I only fall

I am here but I am uncalled

I can't stand up I only fall

I am here but I am uncalled



Got something to say then tell me

I am all ears

Got a word of reassurance let me know

I am all fears

Got a little comfort what is it

I am all tears

Got the parking brake in your hand then pull it

I am all years



Tumors bursting on my back

My rainbow's seven shades of black

I'll steal back what I own

Fall further down this hole



I can't stand up I only fall

I am here but I am uncalled

I can't stand up I only fall

I am here but I am uncalled

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