I feel your eyes crawling over me

as though I am something more than me

but I dont have anything good enough to say

I did not make myself this way



I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit

it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day



I dont deserve this

this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create

I dont deserve this



I know what her fiction is like 

I can not stand before it's light

and i'm so far from what you think that I must be I just roll myself in mercy



I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit

it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day



I dont deserve this

this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create

I dont deserve this



I dont deserve this

this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame

I dont deserve this 



and all the art that I supposedly create

is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made



I dont deserve this

this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant create

I dont deserve this



I dont deserve this