Where's my head

caught up in selling the drama

where am I

coloring the chameleon to fit in

lost my integrity to have a

social status

good cop bad cop

be all things to all people

a talker

a listener

not a conformist

I love you, I hate you

trying to save you

trying to hurt you

who am I

losing sight on why I live

if I live, I live for Him

if I die, I die for Him

take up your cross

and follow him, not the sheep

time to focus on developing

not damaging

don't want to be another Judas

what have I done