Sprung from total emptiness

Inpenetratable and cold

I'm drawn into the gray

And then only darkness 



I can hear the rain again

And feel the fragrance of fall

I can remember the summer no more

Seems like it never was

I try to run back where I came from

But I fail

The gate closes in front of me

Now already earlier than yesterday 



Raging tempest has reached me

I'm no longer safe

The beauty I saw

It can't hold me now

The more I walk, the more I stray

Long strides in the garden of a withering flower

Trying becomes hard

And hope unnecessary 



I'm willing to curse my past, curse my dream

With which my demons now dance with me

The one now taken away

I'm led away

Like blind 



The beauty I saw

It can't fade forever

I will take into me the cold kiss of reality

I will find a way