I enjoyed seeing you that way

Pushed away

Maybe heartbroken

But I dunno

I just enjoyed the thought

That I had when you said

It's all over now

You don't have to cry



This is the reason

Why

It's not the same

I trusted you

You lied to me

You know

It's not the same

As it used to be



I'm not sad

I'm not going to cry

Yeah, I'm just confused

And you say these things now

like you've grown taller than everyone around

Why don't you treat me like you used to do?

Why



Why do I blame you? 

Why do I feel ashamed? 

Why did it turn out this way?

Why did I risk this?

Why do I think this?

Why isn't this clear to me?



I'm not the same person that I used to be.