The more that I write the more she forgets the love

Attention can't be spent in both places at once

Even right now I know she's getting furious

A dark cumulous cloud because both are getting serious

I picked up the pen before she got picked up and

She probably thought that I could put it down like what, but

It's the crutch that's got my life stable

Keeps the blood flowing through my veins like an I.V. cable

Maybe I could give it a shot and put rap to rest

I've been stressed, mixed and matched with the fact I'm depressed

"C'mon honey you cant be an emcee forever"

But I'm not ready to quit, I'm ready for the next endeavor

And I'm not trying to meet just to have sex together

Trying to work it all out so we can last forever

So stick around, I promise it can only get better

And I admit I should've told her this the day that I met her



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So please honey come follow me

I want to show you what I got inside of me

I thought I told you but I obviously

Forgot to introduce to E-double D I E



It's ironic how I used time to write rhymes about you

When I claimed I didn't have time to talk or go out too

I had a mouthful of rhymes I couldn't spit fast enough

Plus you hate when I rap when were together but that's just tough (SE)

I speak in rhymes at inconvenient times 

And add a little flow so you know that its mine

So you can take it or leave it I know you hate to believe it

But this is me Ed Garrett, a package deal

That's joined the actors guild others perform but they aint coming half this real

So if you wanna stop me I aint worried bout the profits

Got a lot of other means to get currency in my pocket

But what I am worried about is letting myself down

I've come way to far to end it all now

So I'm not ready to quit my disc just started spinning

But I know I should've told her all this in the beginning



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And I gotta give credit where credit is due

You put up with some sick ass rhymes unedited to boot

For a while I couldn't spit a clean rhyme without offending

Talking bout fucking girls and all different types of woman

And I understand you didn't want to listen but my mission now

Is to paint my life with hopes to reach a different crowd

And I cant tell you when I'll quit cause see I don't know yet

But I'm not ready for the towel right when I got my flows wet

I got a taste of the fame and of course I stayed the same

This is a part time thing to help get thoughts off my brain

I've been going crazy lately with the stresses that I'm facing

Work, rap, and undergraduate graduation

And next year for grad school with the scores on a placement

So I'm really looking forward to an applause in amazement

Now it's time to leave I'm through with contemplation

But I should've told her all this in our first conversation