Sitting here looking at the fire

My life passes before my eyes

I feel so tired I could die



As the night sky falls upon me

I think of everything I love

Lonely tears are coming from my eyes



I watch the world around me

The little things remind me

How my life was easy before



It's so hard to remember

On ling cold december

Wainting for the sun to shine on me



If I knew what I had before

I would have chosen another door

The path I took

Wasn't what I thought at all



Looking back

Oh, I wish I could

Live eternity in my childhood

Lord I wish I could...



Holding on to what escaped me

Too many years ago

The voices echo in mu soul



So many lost desires

Too many broken dreams

I'm going back I'll find a way