Have you tried to make me disappear?
Have you ever imagined this isn't real?
Do you want me out of your life and to disappear like a ghost dissolving in light?
It feels so confusing:
The lights found their way right through me

I opened up my eyes
And then... these shining lights… were all over me
I was scared at first, but it didn’t hurt me physically
It’s just inside of me
Hiding deeply in me so that you can barely see it
Paying more attention to the bad things
So instead of light I'm talking ‘bout the darkness inside