It must have been maybe it was 

I don't remember when 

When I fell for myself 

I fell off the chair 

That sat me next to you 



Could I take all the love 

That I have for myself 

Could I give it all to you 

Can I kill the big monster 

That lives down inside 

Can we throw all the history aside 



It's not easy to pretend 

That we're not 

Enemies sometimes 

But it pleases me defending 

All the memories tonight 



It may have been a bit hopeless 

But something honest 

Went down that night 

I lifted my head for

Just long enough to see 

What I'd never seen in my life 



Could I take all the love 

That I had for myself 

Did anything make it through 

And it kills not to know

What goes on in your mind

Can you throw all the history aside 



It's not easy to pretend 

That we're not 

Enemies sometimes 

But it pleases me defending 

All the memories tonight