Each step every day, I am not alone

My guilt for a light that has never shone

This haunting pain feels like home

Suddenly family has another meaning

I'll see you in the next life



Another day goes by for me

I'm sorry yours was not to be

And never will



Why did I send you on your way?

Is all of this worth what you paid?

I won't ever know



I weep for a cross that was never born

If I never knew, would I ever mourn?

Lines fade on a vague moral rainbow

Black and white, day and night, wrong and right

Oh I envy simplicity



Another day goes by for me

I'm sorry yours was not to be

And never will



How could I bring back what is gone?

I cannot change what I have done

I can only wait



Asleep inside the womb

No stranger place to call a tomb

This way at least you will be close to me



And when the night is near

I see you shining bright and clear

Tonight I think I'll count the stars again



I'll never lose a race

I'll never see that smiling face

I'll never get the chance to tuck you in



You have forgiven me

And that's the greatest tragedy

I won't be able to forgive myself



How can I wave goodbye

With blood all over my hands?