have you ever had the feeling

how unnatural, bizarre

and daunting is the fact

that you live,

that you breathe,

move, and speak and eat,

excrete. how absurd.

perversion, grossness

of the warm

body, spit, blood, bile

they all circulate

in the soft organs.

put your hand to your chest

what is there?

what beats there?

oh, gods,

this is unbearable!

disgust and revulsion,

tear it all out,

destroy it, and stop it,

return to the earth

let it be gone, all that

should not be, let the plague,

the one plague named life,

carried forth as a lethal disease

dissapear forever and after.