i remember almost nothing now the fear is here once
more visions of what's to come just beyond an open
door

how could i be so wrong to try and foresee my life
wasn't what i wanted to live this lonely lie

how can i see that far, it's up to me now and the
choices i've made to lose somehow

looking back on tomorrow now it's all that i have
just something to remind me of such sweet memories

well it's been so long still and i've never known
what's right just something to remind me i mustn't
linger on the past

how can i see that far, it's up to me now and the
choices i've made to lose somehow