and this won't always be there won't hold this
awkward moment you say just try not to care but
you don't even know how

time it moves so slow now thinking about those
times and everything that you ever had it always
got you so down but all i know is this one thing
this thing called life you wanted can't be found
when you're trying to be something that you're not
and you just talk out loud for a while about
anything just to hear your own voice guess you
know it only hurts for a while then you get
yourself back again

you wanna be found by the world, you'll try anything
i'm gonna sit back and watch as you fade away just
don't blame me cause you're the one who did this
first with everything that you tried to do