You think that I don't know that my lover's got a sickness that I can't fuck him out of.
He looks so alone.
Oh I need some friends right now, I need a break.
I will ruin everything, I will take him on and then she said to me that love is just a dream and I can hold onto it for as long, for as long as I want and I decide today if I want him or if I'm gonna leave him but I cannot, no I cannot just blame it all away.