Addiction is killing me. It's keeping me from living life with integrity. Redemption is what I need, pick myself and find security. The weight of the world is holding me down. That's why I'm cursed with this depression. Addiction is bringing me down. I'm trying, I'm living, still kicking, still screaming. I'm dying, not living, my heart has stopped beating. The weight of the world is holding me down. That's why I'm cursed with this depression. I used to walk with my head up, now I walk straight ahead, closer to the dark. With no light to lead my path. I'm trying, I'm living, still kicking, still screaming. I'm dying, not living, my heart has stopped beating. I can't move on