Looking on the outside

You'd never even guess

That on the inside my bones shatter like glass

And this hit that you put to me

Left me down and out on my knees

Drowning in my own regret

So forget everything I ever said

And fail this fixed fight

Wipe the blood from my lips

And the fire from my eyes



And I fear that I'm too far gone

To even start to tell the difference

Between my dreams and the air that I breathe

Healing only starts when we see the scars on our own wrists

I'm at a loss for what to do

For what to do

Is this how we know what to question what we hold onto?



And my mind's being jaded

My love is slowly fading

Keep me from the one mistake I know I can't afford to make

And it costs me everything I own

And I just don't know

How far now can I swim out in this ocean of my own regret

Before I lose it all and drown



And when I thought it was all over

And I sank beneath the water

You wrapped around me tight

And you rescued my soul

Now I'm never turning back

I'm returning to my home

Never turning back

I won't look back